bad feeling

Assalamualaikum
I know better if don't share my private feeling in here,, but I'm very disappointed,, I try to give all my everything, sharing what I have, and to be pleasured lend my everything to her,, but I get disappoint from her.
If I wanted,, I'll calculated but I don't, she is do that,,, OK I'll pay it then, how many she want me to give her back,,, although I don't know how and why,,,, ok sist you take your own, I'll take mine,, :(

you make me like a monster too sista :(